A lazy day..

Dont know why i feel sooo lazy these days.padahal exam in 2-3 weeks je lagi.ni mesti winter blue punye syndrom nih.mane taknye, its so demotivating la..gelap je.badan pun lembek mcm takmau kuar duvet..

omg fateha, uve got to work it girl!!!!!

sudah la bgn lambat, nasib sempat subuh..kalau terlepas tu sure bad mood satu hari.
then bfast lame kemain.layan sembang2 dgn kak wani n kak een. then naik konon2 nak study, tibe2 haus pulak. patutnye turun je bawak minum air. but tak pasal2 i went to have shower and buat laundry which took about sejam jugak la.(air tak minum2 lagi).

then after dah minum air baru dapat duduk study dgn tenang...but then teringat tak zohor lagi, so solatla dulu..

then baru dpt duduk study.ade la dlm half an hour, then teringat nak check fb, then tak pasal2 terbukak blog pukak..and here i am writing pointlessly~

tibe2 kak azam knock the door, then buat2 konon2 tgh study khusyuk..haha..kak azam terpedaya!

wahai fateha.studylah dgn bersungguh2. kemalasan anda di tahap maksima ini hendaklah diatasi dgn segera. there's a long list of drugs that you need to hafal. so keep your head down on those books!!!!!!!now!!!

$10 000 000!!!

Mother assists police to get daughter homeMay 23, 2009, 7:13 am:

"The Blenheim mother of a woman who has fled New Zealand with her boyfriend after they received a multimillion dollar bank credit says she provided police with information to help get her daughter home.
Kara Yang is believed to have travelled to Hong Kong with her boyfriend, Rotorua service station owner Leo Gao. TV3 said Ms Yang's seven-year-old daughter Leena and sister Aroha were with her.
Mr Gao is thought to have had the Westpac account that had $10 million credited to it through a bank mistake. Westpac said yesterday $3.8m was missing"

First of all, i'd like to give a word or two to westpac. HOW THE HELL DID YOU ALLOW SUCH MISTAKE TO HAPPEN????!?!?!..seriously, senang2 je nak "mistakenly" credit NZD10million to an account holder??gile ke ape?xde double checking ke?xde security ke?so careless! if you were a pharmacist, you will be sued by the public for commiting such mistake. carelessly dispensing the wrong medicine which will cause harm to the patients. or in a worse case, death! thnk god you're only dealing with money. so padanlah muka kau wahai Westpac for your own generousity of this "charitable" deed. I am not sure how they are going to recover that huge amount of money. probably kena tingkatkan investment, takpun cut down on dividen, increase interest??haha.or buat derma kilat pun boleh. Keep on tracing down that bloody couple. they've probably have flown to the moon and build a mansion there. hey..$3.8million=3 times winning final round of who-wants-to-be-a-millionaire..you could retire early and have the time of your life!

Tapi ive got to say that the couple deserve to go to !@#$%^ for what they did. helooo~~what kind of life principle are you practicing??as far as human is right is concerned, a human being has not so far been allowed to steal. that infringed other ppl's right..naah i dont wana talk law or ethics here..clearly, they are irresponsible.enough said.

but if i were in their shoes... say, on a nice sunny day (or gloomy and hailing like cats n dogs in dunedin)...tibe2 check account balance, ada $10 000 000!!!!NZD pulak tu.kalau convert about double la.so RM 20 000 000. gile ah..tapi seronok nye=) mcm bulan jatuh ke riba..hmm what would i do with that much money??hmmm here's my wish list:

- own the espirit outlet@ wall st, glasson, jayjays, farmers, just jeans, jeans west. baju2 die boleh tahan..sure vogue gile aku pegi sekolah hari2.(taste aku simple je)

- belanje kawan2 makan kat rainforest, turkish kebab, great taste(walaupun not my taste), little india, have humongous pancake @ capers..isk layan nye.dah lame teringin nak belanje member2.dgn ucapan.."makanlah kawan2,hari ni aku belanje. orderlah ape2 pun, dah dine-in takeaway pun boleh. youve been such wonderful friends and thnx for that!!"

- bawak my whole family to my graduation end of this year. umi, kaklong, budar, aisya, angah, acap. hop on the aircraft guys..New Zealand, here we come!!!

How i wish my dream would come true. Tapi hakikatnye, if it really happens in my life, satu sen pun aku tak nak.bukan setakat satu sen, 0.00000000000000001sen pun aku tak teringin!!!imagine la, kite guna sumber yg haram. kalau guna untuk makan, bende tu akan jadi darah daging kite yg tak suci. macam mana diri nak suci kalau makan benda yg tak suci. macam mana nak cari keredhaan tuhan kalau rezeki yg dicari dari sumber yg tidak halal?then hari2 wonder kenape diri sendiri jahat dan susah nak terima pedoman. back to the core of the problem. mungkin hati pun dah tak suci kan? tuhan mungkin nak uji je. like " ape budak ni akan buat kalau aku bagi kat dia $10million". so fikir2kanlah.

be wise

immunise

lol~~~

An unexpected day~

Yesterday i went to library..kena siapkan kerja elective with hanisah.who apparently came with her hubby, shamin. ive got to say that i feel soo0o0o0 sorry for her because she had to bear with me.and my blurness..since my mind was all over the place..yelah dah mlm kan. plus u need to consider that i had a long2 day..obvious jugak la that i was tired~

so we went on and on and on about drug wastage.. salbutamol..salmeterol..beclomethasone..ops hang on..was there beclo???hrrrmmmm..yes there was. we had to get our into, aim and method done because tomorrow, our beloved supervisors Mr D and Mrs B want to see them. so we have to get them done tonight!....yeah tonight! my eyes were doopy, so was hanisah's..and shamin's..errr where is he???too bored, so he took a walk around lib.duuhh~

an hour has passed and there i was with hanisah..arguing whether acute asthma treatment should be part of the case mix..
"no fa..kite deal dgn chronic je"hanisah said.
"habis tu mcm mane kite nak tau whether the drug is prescribed for acute or chronic?"i replied.
seriously, i didnt even know what i was unclear about. but we kept on typing on hanisah's new lenovo mini laptop. we pushed ourselves to the limit..and voila!!!siap pun..the moment ive been waiting for..balik!!!!bubye korang~jumpe esok..
i hopped into leman and drove off. "alhamdulillah..start jugak kau leman..cuak gak takut bateri kong ke ape.

setibanya di simpang york place....nampak lampu kelip2 on my back mirror. the way it blings is just so familiar.red.blue.red.blue.red.blue....it instantly transmitted a signal to my brain, and adrenaline rushes like river into my bloodstream..
yes those shimmering lights were familiar. infact a sound of siren wouldve made it perfect! perfect to make me weak in the knees~~oh goddddd...help me ya Allah..but ape salah aku kali ni?what did i do wrong? alamaaakk..polis ni nak ape pulak mlm2 nih?? hate this..hate this..hate this..polis NZ maybe tak reti nak tido malam kot?
what to do?what to do? pull over..pull over la makcik!..baik..so i pulled over.

"good evening maam, how are u?", the police officer greeted me.
"good thnx", i smiled kelatly.
"quite a chilly night aye?" he asked while having a brief look through the front part of leman.
"yeah, pretty much"i replied, wondering what the heck does he wants in the middle of the night!
"just a quick alcohol test, could you pls count one to ten",he said, bringing the device closer to my mouth.
fuuhhh~~~what a relief!!!alcohol test je ke?buang mase gua je..
"1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10!" aku yakin.of course lah..results out in seconds and it said "NO ALCOHOL"..like duhh...obviously.do i even look like one of those hangovers???
"do u have yr licence with u maam?"he asked.
"yup,hold on a sec"i searched for my purse in my bag. and search.and search.and search.come on purse, come to mama..mama needs u now.and purse was not there!alamaakk~~
"do u have NZ licence?"he asked.
"no, malaysian licence" i replied while still searching for my purse.
"how long uve been here?what are u studying?"he asked.
"fourth year pharmacy, well but i go back to malaysia every year"i replied.
(fyi: you cannot hold a foreign driver licence if you stayed more that 12months in NZ)
"oh yeah that's fine. but if you're planning to stay here longer i would suggest that u have a NZ licence"he explained.
"i'll be leaving at the end of this year for good.so i think i'm fine"i said.(sambil tgn meraba2 dlm bag, lesen tak jumpe2 lagi).
"well thats ok then, you have a good night" he was so cold that he had to leave..yesssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!alhamdulillah.time kasih tuhan yg maha agung.Kaulah yg maha berkuasa atas tiap sesuatu.
if it wasnt for Allah's mercy, my bank account wouldve been short of $400 today. selamatlah $400.aku berjanji aku akan guna sebaiknya.mungkin tuhan nak aku sedar bahawa nikmat extra $400 yang ada dlm bank tu boleh ditarik bila2 masa sahaja. so sementara nikmat masih ada, acknowledge it, appreciate it, be grateful for it, and make full use of it for good reasons of course. my almost gone $400 has taught me a huge lesson tonight. and i promise to myself to cherish every single gift in this life!

The beginning of the beginning~

Hi People!!!!
whoever that's reading~
this is my first post.my first blog.my first free expression to the world.i never actually had a blog before. but i realize that there are so many things is life that i want to share with people. and i like it when people share their stuffs too!!
so lets start sharing!bcos sharing is caaariiinnggg~~