wahai sahabat,
aku maafkan kau, walaupun aku tak tau ape masalanye
tapi aku tetap maafkan kau.
wahai sahabat,
maybe in the future kite akan berjumpe lagi
or mungkin tidak
be it jumpe or tak
kau tak perlu struggle carik aku just nak mintak maaf
sbb aku dah pun maafkan kau
wahai sahabat,
we had this conversation already
if one day we happen to hurt one another,
we promise that we'll get over the fight,
u can always come back to me,
jgn risau sbb aku akan sentiasa maafkan kau.
wahai sahabat,
hati ini terluka byk sgt kali,
terguris2 mcm daun rampai kena hiris,
tapi so long kau janji that u'll keep this friendship,
no u dont owe me an apology,
bcos i have already forgiven u.
wahai sahabat,
biar beribu titik hitam pun atas kertas putihku,
dan jua kertas putihmu,
kau tau, dan aku tau,
that hitam putih itu are nothing more than just 2 different colours,
that hitam putih itu akan pudar dan sebati menjadi satu colour yg kite same2 recognise,
that 10 tahun dari sekarang, hitam putih itu tak matter langsung,
that selain hitam putih, byk lagi colour lain..
cuma kau dan aku yg faham...
aku menilaimu bukan dari hitam atau putih itu,
jgn kau resah,
sbb aku dah pun memaafkanmu.
wahai sahabatku,
we dont have much time,
tapi aku doakan agar Allah kurniakan masa yg panjang in the future,
untuk kita preserve and share this beautiful friendship,
my dear friend,
these words might mean nothing to you,
but they mean the world to me,
for what it's worth,
i forgive u, and hope u accept my apology too.
Fateha
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Why cant i have everything??
Kenapa kita x salu dpt ape yg kite nak? kite selalu fikir that life would be so much better if i have etc etc etc etc.... and siang malam, kite berangan, if yg rajin sikit berdoa tiap kali solat supaya kita dikurniakan kesempurnaan hidup. if dpt malam lailatul qadar pun bagus jugak, bcos on top of berdoa supaya dosa2 diampunkan, kite berdoa agar kite dpt mende2 yg kite idam2kan itu spt kekayaan yg melimpah ruah, rezeki yg bergolek2, rumah yg besar ada tennis court bagai, kereta limo bersama driver yg setia. kalau pompuan sure nak mintak kecantikan yg abadi luar dan dalam dan macam2 lagi impian yg harap2nya dapat dimakbulkan oleh Allah. rest assure kerana Allah itu maha mendengar. dan sesungguhnya Allah memakbulkan doa org2 yg beriman dan beramal soleh (assyura: 26).
Tetapi......ever wonder why kenape hidup kite x perfect?? there must be at least a thing or two that we are lacking, that we wish we'd be able to gain sooner or later in life.
pagi tadi lepas solat subuh, i took a while bermenung kejap before bukak quran dan mengaji. i was pondering upon a conversation i had with kak azam and farah before we dozed off quietly into the night. One of them mentioned a very good point: "MOSTLY, dalam satu family yg sgt baik, mesti akan ada satu black sheep. but in a family who is broken and helpless, akan ada at least sorang yg mendapat petunjuk dan tolong family nya". meaning Allah maha adil dan pandai balance kelebihan dan kekurangan hamba2Nya. Dalam byk2 kelebihan kita, sure ada kekurangan, vice versa.
true indeed, as i turned over the pages of holy quran, i came across this beautiful ayat. As if Allah was justifying my thougts:
" Dan jikalau Allah melapangkan rezeki kepada hamba2Nya tentulah mereka akan melampaui batas di muka bumi, tetapi Allah menurunkan apa yang dikehendakiNya DENGAN UKURAN. sesungguhnya Dia maha mengetahui (keadaan) hamba2Nya lagi maha melihat" (Assyuura:27).
Bingo!!!!!!!!! i hit the jackpot!!
tak tau nape rasa happy sgt. maybe sbb i found the answer as to why kite tak dpt everything. dan kite bukan org yg paling kaya, paling bertuah, paling cantik, paling pandai, dan segale male paling2 yg lain. it does make some sort of sense, kalau kite dikurniakn segala kehebatan, we are less likely to appreciate nikmat itu. dan kita akan kurang bermohon kepada Allah dan jadilah manusia itu bongkak mcm firaun nauzubillah!
Itu sbb Allah memberi sesuatu kpd kita WITH A LIMIT. ntah2 org lain yg kite perceive perfect tu ada je kekurangan die kat tempat lain who knows??
cer nye...Yakinlah bahawa Allah itu maha adil, and if we are patient enough, we will get everything we've ever wanted on one fine day=)
Wallahualam
Tetapi......ever wonder why kenape hidup kite x perfect?? there must be at least a thing or two that we are lacking, that we wish we'd be able to gain sooner or later in life.
pagi tadi lepas solat subuh, i took a while bermenung kejap before bukak quran dan mengaji. i was pondering upon a conversation i had with kak azam and farah before we dozed off quietly into the night. One of them mentioned a very good point: "MOSTLY, dalam satu family yg sgt baik, mesti akan ada satu black sheep. but in a family who is broken and helpless, akan ada at least sorang yg mendapat petunjuk dan tolong family nya". meaning Allah maha adil dan pandai balance kelebihan dan kekurangan hamba2Nya. Dalam byk2 kelebihan kita, sure ada kekurangan, vice versa.
true indeed, as i turned over the pages of holy quran, i came across this beautiful ayat. As if Allah was justifying my thougts:
" Dan jikalau Allah melapangkan rezeki kepada hamba2Nya tentulah mereka akan melampaui batas di muka bumi, tetapi Allah menurunkan apa yang dikehendakiNya DENGAN UKURAN. sesungguhnya Dia maha mengetahui (keadaan) hamba2Nya lagi maha melihat" (Assyuura:27).
Bingo!!!!!!!!! i hit the jackpot!!
tak tau nape rasa happy sgt. maybe sbb i found the answer as to why kite tak dpt everything. dan kite bukan org yg paling kaya, paling bertuah, paling cantik, paling pandai, dan segale male paling2 yg lain. it does make some sort of sense, kalau kite dikurniakn segala kehebatan, we are less likely to appreciate nikmat itu. dan kita akan kurang bermohon kepada Allah dan jadilah manusia itu bongkak mcm firaun nauzubillah!
Itu sbb Allah memberi sesuatu kpd kita WITH A LIMIT. ntah2 org lain yg kite perceive perfect tu ada je kekurangan die kat tempat lain who knows??
cer nye...Yakinlah bahawa Allah itu maha adil, and if we are patient enough, we will get everything we've ever wanted on one fine day=)
Wallahualam
Friday, November 20, 2009
randomness
time: 1.04pm
venue: rumah yda, Dunedin.
pagi ni hujan, suram je weather hari ni. kalau layan perasaan weather2 mcm ni mmg best. termasuk hari ni, tinggal 22 hari je lagi aku nak tinggalkan bumi Dunedin bertuah ni. bertuah sgt ke dunedin ni? bertuah jugak la. a cute city yg mmg kecik, tapi lengkap dgn pelbagai fecilities, tenang, aman damai. org2 yg courteous, excluding the hangovers yg kurang didikan tu.
tak sangka 4thn berlalu mcm tu je, terlalu sekejap. in less than a month i have to say goodbye to this memorable city. kat dunedin ni jugak la aku belaja mcm2. bukan setakat grad with a degree in pharmacy inshallah, but also in living skill. byk jugak valuable skills yg aku sempat belajar kat sini, termasuklah car management, culture adaptation, recipe improvisation, independence dan skill yg paling takde kena mengena sekali ialah skill in relationship. kahkahkah..mushy sket..kasi can la once in a while.lol.
alhamdulillah pada hari ni, aku yakin aku dah matang sket handle bab2 pelik2 nih. it took me years to truly understand what true love means. kepada anda yg tertanya2 apekah itu cinta sebenar..jawapan ringkas saya: tiada cinta yg lebih besar dari cinta Allah. aku bukan nafikan cinta manusia. cinta sesama manusia itu mmg fitrah. tapi apabila cinta kepada manusia melebihi cinta kepada Allah..manusia akan hanyut, lemas, tenggelam dan segale male bende yg menyusahkan manusia utk bernyawa.
i'm not the best person to talk about love. i'm still young and inshallah i still have a long live ahead of me. though i admit, i set bad example to my lil sist and bro in the past, i will keep on trying to improve myself. ya Allah, lindungilah adik2ku dari the wild world out there. pls beri kepada mereka kekuatan mengahadapi pelbagai dugaan yg melanda.
mood yg random pagi2 ni,
Fateha
venue: rumah yda, Dunedin.
pagi ni hujan, suram je weather hari ni. kalau layan perasaan weather2 mcm ni mmg best. termasuk hari ni, tinggal 22 hari je lagi aku nak tinggalkan bumi Dunedin bertuah ni. bertuah sgt ke dunedin ni? bertuah jugak la. a cute city yg mmg kecik, tapi lengkap dgn pelbagai fecilities, tenang, aman damai. org2 yg courteous, excluding the hangovers yg kurang didikan tu.
tak sangka 4thn berlalu mcm tu je, terlalu sekejap. in less than a month i have to say goodbye to this memorable city. kat dunedin ni jugak la aku belaja mcm2. bukan setakat grad with a degree in pharmacy inshallah, but also in living skill. byk jugak valuable skills yg aku sempat belajar kat sini, termasuklah car management, culture adaptation, recipe improvisation, independence dan skill yg paling takde kena mengena sekali ialah skill in relationship. kahkahkah..mushy sket..kasi can la once in a while.lol.
alhamdulillah pada hari ni, aku yakin aku dah matang sket handle bab2 pelik2 nih. it took me years to truly understand what true love means. kepada anda yg tertanya2 apekah itu cinta sebenar..jawapan ringkas saya: tiada cinta yg lebih besar dari cinta Allah. aku bukan nafikan cinta manusia. cinta sesama manusia itu mmg fitrah. tapi apabila cinta kepada manusia melebihi cinta kepada Allah..manusia akan hanyut, lemas, tenggelam dan segale male bende yg menyusahkan manusia utk bernyawa.
i'm not the best person to talk about love. i'm still young and inshallah i still have a long live ahead of me. though i admit, i set bad example to my lil sist and bro in the past, i will keep on trying to improve myself. ya Allah, lindungilah adik2ku dari the wild world out there. pls beri kepada mereka kekuatan mengahadapi pelbagai dugaan yg melanda.
mood yg random pagi2 ni,
Fateha
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Dont be skeptical againts carrot cake!
Last time kak nadwa ada tanya psl resipi ni, but i could not find it mase tu. then i found the resipi kat dlm folder resit2 wof kereta. so here's the recipe:
For the cake:
1) 300g self raising flour
2) 2 tsp cinnamon powder
3) 200g sugar.
4) 4 eggs
5) i cup vege oil
6) 2 long grated carrot
7) 1 small tin chopped pineapple
8) 150g chopped walnut
9) zested lemon&orange (sebijik each)
For the frosting:
1) 250g cream cheese
2) 150g sugar
3) 125g melted butter.
Instruction:
1) Sift flour, cinnamon in a bowl. and add sugar to the mixture.
2) in a separate bowl, beat eggs, oil, grated carrot, zested lemon & orange thoroughly.
3) gradually fold in the flour mixture into the bowl. mix thouroughly.
4) add chopped walnut and pineaple into the dough.
5) pour the dough in a lined baking tin, and chuck in the over at 180deg for 30-45min.
for the frosting:
1) beat butter and 150g sugar til become soft and fluffy.
2) then add cream cheese and mix thoroughly. start at low speed, increase speed accordingly as mixture becomes softer.
3) smear it on the cake that has been cooled at room temperature.
4) decorate kek cantik2, then jgn mkn sorang2 ok??
the last piece that i manage to save for myself. dont judge my cake. it looks horrible. but u never knew until u stuff it in yr mouth!
Yippiiee~~~
Fateha
For the cake:
1) 300g self raising flour
2) 2 tsp cinnamon powder
3) 200g sugar.
4) 4 eggs
5) i cup vege oil
6) 2 long grated carrot
7) 1 small tin chopped pineapple
8) 150g chopped walnut
9) zested lemon&orange (sebijik each)
For the frosting:
1) 250g cream cheese
2) 150g sugar
3) 125g melted butter.
Instruction:
1) Sift flour, cinnamon in a bowl. and add sugar to the mixture.
2) in a separate bowl, beat eggs, oil, grated carrot, zested lemon & orange thoroughly.
3) gradually fold in the flour mixture into the bowl. mix thouroughly.
4) add chopped walnut and pineaple into the dough.
5) pour the dough in a lined baking tin, and chuck in the over at 180deg for 30-45min.
for the frosting:
1) beat butter and 150g sugar til become soft and fluffy.
2) then add cream cheese and mix thoroughly. start at low speed, increase speed accordingly as mixture becomes softer.
3) smear it on the cake that has been cooled at room temperature.
4) decorate kek cantik2, then jgn mkn sorang2 ok??
the last piece that i manage to save for myself. dont judge my cake. it looks horrible. but u never knew until u stuff it in yr mouth!
Yippiiee~~~
Fateha
For what??
Satu persoalan yg perlu dititik beratkan sebelum kita memulakan sesuatu is: what for?. apakah tujuannya kita decide nak buat something? tujuan mmg sgt penting to help us accomplish the mission. kalau takde mission, maka takde tujuan. kalau takde tujuan, mengapa perlu buat sesuatu itu? tak ke tu namanye BUANG MASA, or BUANG TEBIAT??
Most ppl buat something bcos it makes them happy. tapi kalau cara tak menghalalkan niat, maka niat dan tujuan itu sudah menjadi tidak halal which eqivalent to dosa dan kemurkaan Allah. So making yourself happy in the wrong way could invite a disasterous future.
think about this: You wouldnt want to ride an unwarranted car for fear of potential road crash. so why dare commiting a sin to reserve a spot in the hellfire? everything u do, set a clear goal. review the goal, and decide whether it is worth doing. Listen to the lil voice in your head. u know the answer without having to think hard. Sometimes you give in to your heart.
They say listen to your heart, but the question is: is your heart telling you the right thing? or it's just trying to fool the life it belongs to? The safest way is to listen to your IMAN.
they are trying to fool you by saying: "you are still young", "life is short", "we all have a lil secret", "we are only human we make mistakes", "you'd miss out the fun". Fun? to what extent can fun bring you happiness? be careful of too much fun as it may take its toll on you.
aduh baru igt nak tulis fully melayu. ok alih bahasa. so cer nye, always ask yourself kenape, kenape, kenape nak kena buat something. kalau jawapannye tak tau, or for fun maka think twice. beristighfar lah berpuluh2 kali pun sbb itulah bisikan syaitan. sesungguhnya setiap amal itu bergantung kepada niat. maka sucikan niat, inshallah sucilah perbuatanmu.
Learn to say No.
Wallahualam.
Most ppl buat something bcos it makes them happy. tapi kalau cara tak menghalalkan niat, maka niat dan tujuan itu sudah menjadi tidak halal which eqivalent to dosa dan kemurkaan Allah. So making yourself happy in the wrong way could invite a disasterous future.
think about this: You wouldnt want to ride an unwarranted car for fear of potential road crash. so why dare commiting a sin to reserve a spot in the hellfire? everything u do, set a clear goal. review the goal, and decide whether it is worth doing. Listen to the lil voice in your head. u know the answer without having to think hard. Sometimes you give in to your heart.
They say listen to your heart, but the question is: is your heart telling you the right thing? or it's just trying to fool the life it belongs to? The safest way is to listen to your IMAN.
they are trying to fool you by saying: "you are still young", "life is short", "we all have a lil secret", "we are only human we make mistakes", "you'd miss out the fun". Fun? to what extent can fun bring you happiness? be careful of too much fun as it may take its toll on you.
aduh baru igt nak tulis fully melayu. ok alih bahasa. so cer nye, always ask yourself kenape, kenape, kenape nak kena buat something. kalau jawapannye tak tau, or for fun maka think twice. beristighfar lah berpuluh2 kali pun sbb itulah bisikan syaitan. sesungguhnya setiap amal itu bergantung kepada niat. maka sucikan niat, inshallah sucilah perbuatanmu.
Learn to say No.
Wallahualam.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
It wasnt our fault.
Al kisah..singgah farmers dgn kak azam tadi. as we walked in, angin bertiup sepoi2 bahasa mengiringi kitorg masuk entrance farmers. well xde la sepoi sgt, kuat la jugak. tapi tak sekuat taufan. well no biggy pun angin kuat. We ignored it, terus pergi usha promo half price nearby cawan2 yg tersusun tinggi tadi.
angin kuat sgt tak pasal2 telah meniup the price board cawan2 kaca. price board jatuh. kitorg yg tengah usha bubble tea maker, menoleh ke belakang. and at the same time, dgn slow motion nye, satu cawan bersama piring nye jatuh ke lantai.
tick....tick...tick...tick...tick....praaaaaaaaannnnngggg!!!!!!!!!!!!
we helplessly watched, terkebil2 kecuakan. and terdengar bunyi deraian kaca menerjah keseluruh farmers. maka hancur berderailah sebijik cawan bersama piringnya..
all eyes on us, but it wasnt our fault. dgn reflexnye saya berteriak
"It was the wind, it wasn't our fault!". lol. xde org pun salahkan kitorg, but i justified so defensively.
On one hand, we were innocent. we didnt even touch the cawan. On the other hand, it was us who came in, sliding the auto glass door, allowing the wind to blow away the cawan. But duuhh its only a cawan. dont make a fuss over tiny weeny lil thing!
We then disappeared to 123 dollar shop happily, as if nothing ever happened.
The end.
Fateha
angin kuat sgt tak pasal2 telah meniup the price board cawan2 kaca. price board jatuh. kitorg yg tengah usha bubble tea maker, menoleh ke belakang. and at the same time, dgn slow motion nye, satu cawan bersama piring nye jatuh ke lantai.
tick....tick...tick...tick...tick....praaaaaaaaannnnngggg!!!!!!!!!!!!
we helplessly watched, terkebil2 kecuakan. and terdengar bunyi deraian kaca menerjah keseluruh farmers. maka hancur berderailah sebijik cawan bersama piringnya..
all eyes on us, but it wasnt our fault. dgn reflexnye saya berteriak
"It was the wind, it wasn't our fault!". lol. xde org pun salahkan kitorg, but i justified so defensively.
On one hand, we were innocent. we didnt even touch the cawan. On the other hand, it was us who came in, sliding the auto glass door, allowing the wind to blow away the cawan. But duuhh its only a cawan. dont make a fuss over tiny weeny lil thing!
We then disappeared to 123 dollar shop happily, as if nothing ever happened.
The end.
Fateha
Monday, November 2, 2009
Is it our last goodbye??
Hanisah was sooo nice for organising a small get-together for our post-elective group meeting and also other close classmates. melody was leaving on the next day. so was sadia. that was so heart-breaking, knowing that we are getting closer to our final bon-voyage.
the school that i was reluctant to go to in the beginning, has been found hard to let go now. school of pharmacy has more that just meets the eye. despite the hidden buiding, the worn off sign board, i enjoyed my 3 years in this school. the friends, the teaching staffs, the experience; they become the sweetest memory i'll never forget.
I will miss red lecture theathre,
I will miss running late to workshop in hunter,
I will miss catching the elevator at adams,
I will miss being in med lib,
I will miss producing labels in the lab
and getting told off by @#%^&* during dispensing,
I will miss fix mocha in the morning
I will miss walking to school, and walking home from school, and whatever i do in between,
Most of all i will miss the friends.
sooo much=(
will remember you,
Fateha
the school that i was reluctant to go to in the beginning, has been found hard to let go now. school of pharmacy has more that just meets the eye. despite the hidden buiding, the worn off sign board, i enjoyed my 3 years in this school. the friends, the teaching staffs, the experience; they become the sweetest memory i'll never forget.
I will miss red lecture theathre,
I will miss running late to workshop in hunter,
I will miss catching the elevator at adams,
I will miss being in med lib,
I will miss producing labels in the lab
and getting told off by @#%^&* during dispensing,
I will miss fix mocha in the morning
I will miss walking to school, and walking home from school, and whatever i do in between,
Most of all i will miss the friends.
sooo much=(
will remember you,
Fateha
Sulaiman cont'd
Kereta saya ready to be taken away. semalam abg rizal and shamin telah menjalankan satu operasi menggeledah dan mencabut ke atas kereta saya utk dijual or dijadikan spare part.saya tak kesah langsung sebab lebih baik kasi kat diorg drp sedekah free2 dkt wreckers yg akhirnya akan mengaut untung yg berganda2 drp rangka kereta saya.
pelbagai organ telah diambil, antaranya tyre spare, spoiler, speaker, stereo, battery, back mirror and mcm2 lagi. kalau boleh nak pow pintu, windscreen, rooftop sume. tapi over sgt, kang takut wreckers pun takmau. plus nnt polis suspect kitorg ni pencopet sbb unravel kereta di tengah2 public. cuak jugak. tapi buat slumber je
so setelah almost sejam mencabut2 organ2 kereta, kitorg pun pulang full-handed. honestly i did not want anything from the car, but i wanted to keep at least something as a rememberance. so i took the plate. for some reasons i was so happy unscrewing off the rear bumper. i wana keep it, cherish it. the car that has been my best companion for the past 3 years. if it was a human being, i wouldve married it, and live happily ever after. but since its just a car, i let go of it. i wont shed a single tear cos i believe that it will reincarnate, as a whole brand new waaaaay better-looking one inshallah;p.
we siezed this precious piece of metal
We snapped off the back mirror
and i was cool as cucumber??~ patah tumbuh hilang berganti aint it?
Fateha
pelbagai organ telah diambil, antaranya tyre spare, spoiler, speaker, stereo, battery, back mirror and mcm2 lagi. kalau boleh nak pow pintu, windscreen, rooftop sume. tapi over sgt, kang takut wreckers pun takmau. plus nnt polis suspect kitorg ni pencopet sbb unravel kereta di tengah2 public. cuak jugak. tapi buat slumber je
so setelah almost sejam mencabut2 organ2 kereta, kitorg pun pulang full-handed. honestly i did not want anything from the car, but i wanted to keep at least something as a rememberance. so i took the plate. for some reasons i was so happy unscrewing off the rear bumper. i wana keep it, cherish it. the car that has been my best companion for the past 3 years. if it was a human being, i wouldve married it, and live happily ever after. but since its just a car, i let go of it. i wont shed a single tear cos i believe that it will reincarnate, as a whole brand new waaaaay better-looking one inshallah;p.
we siezed this precious piece of metal
We snapped off the back mirror
and i was cool as cucumber??~ patah tumbuh hilang berganti aint it?
Fateha
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