Tuesday, March 16, 2010

annoyed

that person is really annoying. wish i could avoid that person.

stop annoying me and just get on with our lil lives.

Ya Allah, help me.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

mc

baru lepas jumpe dr X kat klinik X,

nak mintak mc dari die cos smlm sakit teruk, migraine, muntah2. pagi tadi pun xleh get out of bed, i decided to go to doctor bile i feel a lil bit better.
dr tu ckp i shouldve gone seen him when i was sick. now that he cant prove that i'm sick he cant give me mc. to top it off he said that i'm irresponsible for missing work today. he bragged that during he first days at work, he was tough, never get sick bla bla bla bla..it was as if he was blaming me for getting sick and purposely missing work today. worse still, he said i have no commitment to work..

who is he to say?? what does he know about me?? if tak mau kasi mc ckp je la, i can accept it. but i cant compromise critisicm and judgements towards me without any hard evidence. just bcos i came see him at the wrong time, and miss work today bcos i felt horrible this morning, doesnt mean he get the license to call me irresponsible and uncommited.

i was just sick and i got better alhmdlh. i wish i could sustain my sickness just to prove to everyone that i'm sick so they dont judge me when i ask for an mc.

ya Allah, aku yakin ada hikmah di sebalik semua ini. kau tunjukkanlah kepada dr itu erti responsibility yg sebenar2nya. amin.

Monday, March 1, 2010

2010=)

Assalamualaikum my online diary..

It's been a while since i last wrote. you must have been wondering what ive been up to and let me tell you what i do on daily basis..

MORNING
6:30 : up for subuh
7:00 : go back to bed
10:00 : up again for bfast
: laundry if there's any
: clear up kitchen if its messy
: watch tv if there's no laundy and kitchen is already neat

NOON
12-1:00: Pick-up dania and lepak2 kat rumah baby sitter

2:00 : Lunch all by myself
: Solat
: Prepare for class tonight
: or watch tv
: or study for upcoming work if i have the courage
: Maybe take a short nap
5:00 : Menggelabah tak habis study lagi
: Still gelabah
: Baru teringat nak masak but last2 umi yang masak (sorry mom!)

EVENING
6:00 : Solat
: Dinner if i want to, usually tak sempat and i dont bother.
7:00 : Get ready and off to class.

10:00 : Back home
: watch tv for a bit
11:00 : Off to bed when everyone left the living room.
: feeling happy and looking forward for the next day, Alhamdulillah.

Being Fateha is really enjoyable and comfortable i must say.
I'm at my favorite place on earth,
surrounded by my favourite people,
doing a job that i'm quite happy with,
soon to start a real job at a nearby hospital.

Ya Allah,
sometimes i forget to thank you for all these gifts of life,
So i'd like to express my deepest gratitude for everything that i have,
for everything that you taught me,
for everything that you made me see,
for everything that makes me happy today.

Ya Allah,
Jangan biarkan kesenangan ini menghanyutkan aku,
sehingga aku melupakanMu.

Fateha