Wednesday, October 28, 2009

A Touching Love Story

It's a touching story and its true though we leave together for so many years and yet we don't understand each other well. We must learn to be more appreciative than complaining and comparing. Correct?

Read on.........and u be the judge for the moral of the story..........

One fine day, an old couple around the age of 70, walks into a lawyer's office. Apparently, they are there to file a divorce. Lawyer was very puzzled, after having a chat with them, he got their story....

This couple had been quarreling all their 40 over yrs of marriage, nothing ever seems to go right. They hang on coz of their children, afraid that it might affect their up-bringing. Now, all their children have already grown up, have their own family, there's nothing else the old couple have to worry about, all they wanted is to lead their own life free from all these years of unhappiness from their marriage, so both agree on a divorce....

Lawyer was having a hard time trying to get the papers done, because he felt that after 40 years of marriage at the age of 70, he couldn't understand why the old couple would still wants a divorce...while they were signing the papers, the wife told the husband.."I really love u, but i really can't carry on anymore, I'm sorry.." "its o.k, i understand.." said the husband. Looking at this, the lawyer suggested a dinner together, just 3 of them, wife thought, why not, since they r still gonna be frends.. At the dining table, there was a silence of awkwardness. The first dish was roasted chicken, immediately, the old man took the drumstick for the old lady.. "take this, its your favourite.." lookin at this, the lawyer thought maybe there's still a chance, but the wife was frowning when she answer.." This is always the problem, u always think so highly of yourself, never thought about how i feel, don't u know that i hate drumsticks?" Little did she know that, over the years, the husband has been trying all ways to please her, little did she know that drumstick was the husband's favorite. Little did he know that she never thought he understand her at all, little did he know that she hates drummsticks even though all he wants is the best for her. That night, both of them couldn't sleep, toss and turn, toss and turn. After hours, the old man couldn't take it anymore, he knows that he still loves her, and he can't carry on life without her, he wants her back, he wants to tell her, he is sorry, he wanted to tell her "i love u"...

He picks up the phone, started dialing her number....ringing never stops.. he never stops dialing. On the other side, she was sad, she couldn't understand how come after all these years, he still doesn't understand her at all. she loves him a lot, but she just can't take it anymore... phone's ringing, she refuses to answer, knowing that its him..."what's the point of talking now that its over...i have ask for it and now i wanna keep it this way, if not i will lose face.."she thought...still ringing...she has decided to pull out the cord... Little did she remember, he has heart problems...

The next day, she received news that he had passed away...she rushed down to his apartment, saw his body, lying on the couch still holding on to the phone...he had a heart attack when he was still trying to get thru' her phone line....

As sad as she could be...she will have to clear his belongings...when she was looking through the drawers, she saw this insurance policy, dated from the day they got married, beneficiary of cause its her...together in that file, there's this note... "To my dearest wife, by the time u r reading this, i'm sure i'm no longer around, I bought this policy for u. thou the amount is only $100k, i hope it will be able to help me continue my promise that i have made when we got married. I might not be around anymore, i want this amount of money to continue taking care of u, just like the way i will if i could have live longer. I want u to know i will always be around, by your side...i love u"

Tears flowed like river......
When u love someone, let them know...
You never know what will happen the next min....
Learn to build a life together...
Learn to love each other.......... for who they are..not what they are...

Adapted from an anonymous blogger:
Hanah. A Touching Love Story. [Online] Available from: http://hannah2010.blogspot.com/

My wings, my feet, my car..

It's been over a week.
and life has been different.
Missing sulaiman..=(



"Inna ma'al 'usri yusra", have some faith fateha..

Fateha

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Jehovah Witnesses

TINGTONG!!!! the bell rang, i answered the door.

"Hi i'm Mary and this is my husband John. We are the Jehovah's witnesses and we'd like to share some taughts of bible".

"We'd like to give you this phamphlet, this answers some questions regarding beliefs in God. It tells you whether God really cares about us, and how to find true happiness in life and many more. Have you ever wondered about these?" said Mary, pointing to the list of questions on the front cover of the phamphy.

I had a quick glance over the list and said "Actually i have, but ive already found the answers in Quran. I am a muslim, I do believe in God. Just like how you believe in Jehovah, we believe that Allah as the only God to us all"

"But it is always good to share the taughts of bible", said John.

"I really appreciate your effort to make us realize what we've already realized. Quran provides us with all the answers, even more than what we need. So i dont think i need this."

"Well just give it a read", John and Mary seemed to understand my standpoint, we chatted a lil bit, and they disappeared into the morning rain.

Alhamdulliah, praise to Allah who has given me the confidence to stand my ground. The ground that i have been on for as long as i could remember, on which i'm happy to be forever more.

To all Jehovah witnesses:
1) You have only realized that God exists, and that Jesus in not God. We muslim have already known that. It is in Quran.

2) You are looking for true happiness. We have a perfect guideline to gain entry to heaven in the Quran.

3) You need to learn to be heard by your god. We muslims are heard by God all the time.

4) Yes we do believe in Jesus and Bible. Just that Jesus in not the son of God, he is a prophet. and we believed in bible, one that is given to Jesus, not ones that have been changed to suit peoples' need and lifestyle.

5) Bible: New testament, old testament. There is only one version of Quran that will be preserved forever. That is a promise of Allah.

To all my muslim mates:
1) Show respect to our fella Jehovah witnesses as they are only human like us, who are seeking the truth. We muslim have the answer, and we are responsible in spreading the words of Allah to the entire nation, including them.

2) Show them good examples of real muslim. Offer them knowledge of islam, so they'll realized what they have not yet realized to replace what they thought they have already realized.

3) Distribute copies of Quran not only to Jehovah missionaries, but to as many people as possible so they will get to know their own creator, so they will not go astray.

Wallahualam.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Ahlan wasahlan to the world Alana

Hehe..tadi saya dan kak diha pegi tgk baby kak fifi!sgtlah comel alana=). umur baru sehari, kecik je 2 kilo. berat lagi potato 2.5kg beli kat new world tadi. the baby was so well-behaved, maybe sbb kenyang sgt minum susu eh?? awal2 tak berani pegang baby, i'm afraid that it'll break in my arms, so i let kak diha hold her first.

baby itu kelihatan tenang sehinggalah ia dipasskan ke saya. awal2 tenang, then after a while die dah start mencebik2..muka merah..then bukak mata seblah, then tutup, then gerak2, then nangissss...mommy, i swear i did nothing wrong, but the baby doesnt seem to like me that much..

anyway, i tried my best to show the motherly side of me by staying as still as i could. breathing as shallow as possible for fear that aldana might terkujat. it worked for no longer than 5min though, where alana started to show symtoms of irritability towards the holder again.


the ibu mithali=D


kak almas









Semoga Allah memelihara mereka semua,
hopefully dgn kehadiran baby baru, family kak fifi& abg zaini bertambah2 serinya yg mmg pun dah berseri2.

saya suka=)

Fateha

Thursday, October 22, 2009

EXAM~

Critical stage...

OMG.. exam in only 2 hours. only god knows how terrified i am right now. arrrrggghhh~~self-confidence in going down low. but i refuse to look at those notes at these moments bcos i'm freaking out like crazy. man this is the moment of truth!! we're talking about PHCY 473B!!! that should mean something to you and me. Ya Allah, pls calm me down..
in the meantime, i am sure the others are doing their last-minutes go-thru-it-all-again. but here i am writing a post, just had breakfast, watching tyra on tv and all the things i shouldnt be doing! i even did my laundry, like what the....???? of all the time in the world? this is bizarre, this is not myself.
now i cant even go the bathroom cos the handymen are doing some roofwork. surely i dont want to "entertain" them cos im the one who needs to be entertained today.
God help me..

i can breathe....

Freaking out,
Fateha

Monday, October 19, 2009

Otherwise...My birthday cont'd..

Apart from my unexpected birthday mishap yesterday, i had a wonderful day. My flatties (kak azam, kak een & kak wani) gave a VIP treatment. felt like i was treated like a queen. thnx sisters!!! i really2 appreciate it all..


My birthday cake!




Introducing the two lil fellaaaa~~


Sugar(lil one) & Lemon(bigger one)


they are never happier.


A chocolate bouquet


A rocking black star perfume


Cant you guys see how happy i am???hehehehe...

and not to forget, birthday pizza by hanisah and shamin. u guys are awesome!! there's a funny story behind it, i'll never forget throughout my entire life. i'll tell it to my great-granddaughter.lol.

Ya Allah, ya Rahman, two words: THANK YOU.

Just turned 23,
Fateha

My precious 23rd Birthday..

Yesterday was my birthday!! i'm officially 23 years old now. how fast time flies and how fast the number changes, it's all beyond my control.

Yesterday was an ordinary day, but i felt the love and warmth and the blessings of being the birthday girl=). Thank you Allah for giving these wonderful feelings, for wonderful flatmates who are so thoughtful, caring, loving. For all the wonderful people around me, i feel so happy, i could not ask for more.

ONE LESSON.. one big birthday lesson that i learned yesterday. perhaps that was a birthday gift from my Lord; a valuable tarbiyyah that hopefully will be on my mind for as long as i live. I learned that NOTHING LASTS. not a single thing in this world last forever. Indeed, yesterday, yes on my birthday, was sulaiman's last day of life. Sulaiman, my dearest Honda Integra that has been with me for 3 year, who i cherished a lot more than myself, that i care about so much, for which i abandoned my other loved ones, has gone and never come back. i cant believe that my ride to library couple of days ago was my last moment with leman.

everything happened so fast. i was told that leman was better off taken to wreckers, way before i could comprehend the whole situation. waaaiiiittt a minute mister potato!!! did u just tell me that my car, my beloved car, can no longer function and the only thing i can do is trash it? like what?? like could u pls repeat that???like, like, like..........................................i can hardly catch my breath.

Ya Allah, aku redha akan pemergian Leman. Aku sedar bahawa dalam hidup ini, tiada apa yang sebenar-benarnya milik aku. No matter how hard i try to keep it, WOF it, service it, wash it, vacuum it, rain-X it, petrol it, water-in-radiator it, check-every-weekend it, see-if-there's-any-scratch it, Jika sudah tercatat dalam Luh MahfuzMu, maka kun fayakun....tamatlah riwayat Leman.

Wahai pemilik hatiku, Kau jualah yang berhak keatasku. Dan aku sedar aku pun tidak kekal. Seperti leman, seruanMu terhadapku jugak boleh datang without any warning sign. Maka kau peliharalah hatiku, tetapkanlah hatiku padaMu, dan berilah peringatan kepadaku.

ONE BIRTHDAY, ONE LESSON, ONE STEP CLOSER TO GOD.

just turned 23,
Fateha

Friday, October 16, 2009

This I Promise You

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The ONE you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day your life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you MY WORD,
I give you my heart
This is a battle you've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes
Each loving day
And hope your feelings won't go away
Till the day your life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..


Touching pulak dgr lagu ni pagi2 sabtu ni. bukan sbb teringatkan someone. tapi lagu ni kalau kite explore lyrics die, tukar pronoun sket2, maka kite akan dpt msg dia.
boleh resemble message tuhan untuk kite..
yang sentiasa ada untuk kita,
yang sentiasa guide kita,
yang takkan let us down,
yang janjiNya benar.
Maka yakinlah bahawa Allah itu ada, dalam susah atau senang, ups or downs,
Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan abandon hamba2Nya.

(jaw: aku tau BM aku teruk, tapi aku nak tulis melayu jugak.lol)
To my otago-mates who are trying hard to translate this post:(you know who you are;p)

I dont think that this is the most suitable song, but it sorta resembles Allah's message to us.
When you are feeling down, just remember that Allah is there for you.
and have faith in Allah for He will not you down.
For better or worse, He will have your back and all you've got to do is put your trust in Him.
May His blessings be with us always.

Fateha

Sunday, October 11, 2009

M.A.A.F

Sebagai manusia saya ada khilaf...
Dan mungkin at some stages, boleh menyakiti hati mana2 pihak. Tidak pernah bermaksud nak berbuat demikian, mungkin emosi keperempuanan saya yang kadang2 mendorong saya untuk bertindak di luar kawalan. Dan mungkin jugak estrogen dan progesterone level saya yg kadang2 fluctuate randomly which has a direct effect on my cognitive function. Mungkin juga insensitivity saya yg amat profound, yg most of the time menyebabkan saya tak pernah sedar bahawa ada pihak yg terluka.

Kepada pihak yang terluka atas tindakan reflex saya, saya ingin memohon setinggi-tinggi kemaafan. Saya hanya seorang manusia yg mempunyai 1001 kekurangan. My beloved friends, silalah beri teguran sekiranya saya salah. i can guarantee that i will try my best to take it and learn from my mistake.

Million apologies,

Fateha

Saturday, October 10, 2009

ALCOHOL

"The dose temazepam is too high for this patient. The recommended dose is 20mg daily, but this patient takes 40mg instead. We will recommend dose reduction and possibly treat the underlying cause of insomnia" said my groupmate, as we presenting a case study to the whole class.

"Anyone would like to add anything?" the tutor said.

I stood up and said "This patient is reported to consume a large amount of beer that might lead to sleep disturbance. To solve this problem, we suggest that he stop drinking."

The tutor gave me a "look" as if she did not get what i said, thus she pointed at me and my other muslim mate saying "Come out here you two"
We came forward not knowing why.

"Have you ever seen in your culture anyone who is drunk", said the tutor.
"No", we replied.

"Has any of your family member ever drink in their entire life?", she added.
"No",we replied shortly.

"So just because you dont see it in your culture, does it mean that you can simply suggest a person to stop drinking?", she interrogated us.
"No", we replied dumbfoundedly, feeling vindicated.
"That's all, now go sit down", she said.

We went back to our seat with thoughts running through my head. How could we not suggest someone to stop drinking? whereas we can suggest them to stop smoking? I can name hundreds of smoking cessation products out there to assist a person to quit smoking, suprise2...there is even a quitline!!

But why cant drinking? Why? Alcohol is known to cause so much health hazard. even worse than smoking, and my dear tutor, why cant we SUGGEST a person to stop drinking???

Pharmaceutically speaking, I think it is relevant to not only suggest, but also force a patient to STOP drinking entirely. Being a CYP 450 inducer, alcohol could cause a number of medication therapeutic failures(1). Also it enhances the effect of some medication in the CNS, resulting in sedation. Consequently, we need to consider adjusting drugs doses, avoiding some particular drugs, perform unnecessary life-long monitorings which could cost a fortune to the health sector. Obviously the risks of drinking outweigh the benefits. What happened to "always consider the risk/benefit?".

Besides, drinking has been the main cause of fatal crash, yet they are stil compromising it. Apart from that, alcohol also has evidently caused domestic violence where women and chilren are terribly abused. And because of alcohol too, many women have experienced unwanted pregnancies due to unprotected sex. No wonder abortion rates are reported very high in western countries and also NZ. And it's still not the drinking huh?? So pathetic when they come up with following phrase:

"It's not the drinking, it's how much you drink".

I am sorry if anyone found this post offensive. As a pharmacist-to-be, I just thought that it would be the most cost-effective measure to achieve optimum therapeutic effect of treatments. Besides, it'd be fair to the smokers. Drinkers should also recieve the same counselling and also the same lifestyle changes. If you think about it, ones who benefit from this stop-drinking-program are the drinkers themselves. So why are we paying for the disease while the cure is free of charge?(2)

BETTER LIVING EVERYONE.

Fateha

Reference:

1) Weathermon, R., Pharm, D. & Crabb, D. Alcohol and Medication Interactions. Alcohol Research and Health, 1999, vol. 23, No. 1, p40-54.

2) Sarah's Status on YM.

Friday, October 9, 2009

3 perkara..

Bengaaaaaang!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh tak pasal2 je.
sukati lah..

cuma hadith ni je penanang hati saya hari ni:

Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda, “Tiga perkara, jika terdapat di dalam diri seseorang maka dengan perkara itulah dia akan memperolehi kemanisan iman: seseorang yang mencintai Allah dan rasulNya melebihi segala-galanya, mencintai seseorang kerana Allah, tidak suka kembali kepada kekafiran setelah Allah menyelamatkannya dari kekafiran itu, sebagaimana dia juga tidak suka dicampakkan ke dalam neraka.” (Hadith riwayat Anas r.a)

Ya Allah tenangkan hatiku.
Peliharalah aku dari segala segi ancaman org yg nak mengancam ketenteramanku.
Amin.

P/S: news update, tikus death toll: 8

Fateha

Screw you CONTACT ENERGY!

Saya sebenarnya tgh menahan marah yg amat terhadap CONTACT ENERGY. inilah company yg supply letrik utk rumah kitorg.
couple of weeks ago die hantar surat, "HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN TO PAY YOUR BILLS?"

menyirap darahku ibarat sirap bandung. surat bil pun tak dapat. tak pasal2 hantar surat ckp kitorg tak bayar. saya cuba menenangkan hati "Surat tu tercicir kat mana2 kot" monolog dalamanku berbunyi.

but we've got it sorted, called them, managed to stil get the promp payment discount, pay it immediately within 7 days from the day that the call was made. and i thought that everything was perfectly fine until............

Ive got a letter today from contact, stating our new power bill (sept-oct) ALONG WITH THE UNPAID AMOUNT OF PREVIOUS BILL (aug-sept), LIKE WHAT THE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
apekaaaahhhhhh....bukankah sudah aku bayar wahai saudara contact ku? sudah melayang ratusan dolarku.tidakkah kamu take note? mengapakah tidak efficient sekali service mu?

the second letter was sent 2/10, and within seven days (9/10) you expect us to pay the so-called "unpaid bill" and if we failed to pay, you threatened to charge us the late fee which is god knows how much. pulak??? and unfortunately the letter arrived on the 7th day. whose fault was it??????why didnt u take into account the period of posting?

I AM VERY DISAPPOINTED WITH CONTACT ENERGY. FIRSTLY BECAUSE OF ITS INEFFICIENCY, SECONDLY BECAUSE IT SIMPLY BLOODY EXPENSIVE. IT HAS POOR MANAGEMENT AND OBVIOUSLY IS LACKING IN SO MANY WAYS. I URGE ALL MY DEAR NZ MATES TO RECONSIDER SUBSCRIBING TO CONTACT ENERGY, such a blood-sucking, back-stabbing energy supplier ive ever known in my entire life.

Beside, meridian energy kan ada..org kata murah. boleh la ask around. kot2 boleh dpt better deal.

"BETTER LIVING EVERYONE!"

Fateha

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Malang tidak berbau

Saya bangun tido dgn penuh antiicipation, dan voila! alhmdlh all my hard work paid off. xde la hard work sgt pun. exagerate lebih.

tikus keenam saya namakan Nakbah. Nama ni diambil sempena memperingati kejadian malang yg menimpa saudara palestine kita pada tahun 1948(1). catastrophe yg didalangi oleh zionis laknatullah itu telah menyesarkan 800 000 palestinian drp kediaman mereka dan membunuh sejumlah manusia yg amatlah ramai dalam usaha mewujudkan Israel-Raya yg mereka idam2kan(2).

sesungguhnya tak terbandinglah kematian seekor tikus compared to ribu2an umat islam yg terkorban dlm peristiwa nakbah. i wish i cud present this tikus to Zionist Movement Militias sbg satu tanda 'terima kasih' atas tindakan hina dina mereka. entry kali ni menyaksikan kematian seekor tikus yg sgt menyayat hati. namun, ini cumalah seekor tikus..






Reference:

1) Nakbah 1948 [Online] [cited 8 October 2009]. Available from: http://www.nakbah1948.org/
2) Ust Zainurrashid.

Fateha

Tikus keenam

tikus keenam is well underway. walaupun tak tertangkap2 lagi, i'm so anticipating it. mouse trap dah dipasang, peanut butter still byk lagi. i'm counting down the hours, counting up the days.....cepatla tikus mkn peanut butter tu!!!annoying la tgu lama2 ni.

setelah lama berkecimpung dalam arena penangkapan tikus, saya dah tak takut sgt dengan tikus. dulu cuak lompat2 dan tak sanggup nak tgk seblah mata pun. sekarang ni still jugak takut. geli geleman tahap gaban. tapi terpaksa gagahkan diri unclip the tikus into the toilet bowl. kalau tak nnt mayat dia reput dan baunya haruslah tidak comel. walaubagaimanapun, ini tidak melenyapkan hasrat saya untuk memiliki seorang suami yg tidak takut tikus, spider, lalat, kumbang, belalang, katak, ulat sampah , ulat beluncas, cacing, cicak, cicak, cicak dan cicak. kerana saya tidak sanggup, tidak mampu, tidak berupaya dan tidak kuasa nak berhadapan dengan situasi ngeri sedemikian rupa.

wahai tikus keenam(soon to be named) kalau kau tak dtg pun takpe kot. aku ni anticipate je lebih, nak buang takut. this 20th century patutnya ada teknologi mouse trap yg tak perlu buang2, just destroy it immediately into ashes pakai radiation ape patut. ala korang scientist kan terror...cipta je la.mcm susah sgt.duh~~

dah. nak tido. selamat beradu semua!!

Fateha

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

George, Olsens, Bush and Ratatouille.

Update of rats death toll as on 7th of October 2009: 5.

Lima ekor tikus dgn empat tangkapan.

Tikus pertama ditangkap kat dapur, dlm cupboard bawang. tikus tu sihat, i name it, george, sempena nama George st, Main St of Dunedin City Central . George and the gang mmg la sehat2, dah keje membedal beras2 kitorg, sambil meninggalkan habuan2nya tu. yuck! Sekarang kawan2 george dah westernised, apabila kami mendapati bahawa setengah paket spageti kami telah dibedal oleh segerombolan kawan2 george. ampeh~

tikus kedua dan ketiga adalah kembar seiras. yg sama2 diketip kat dlm toilet sebelah KIRI washing machine. besar ibu jari je, they are the olsen's twin. tu la mak dah ckp jgn main jauh2. kan dah kena ketip. kuang2!

tikus yg keempat tertangkap dalam toilet jugak, sebelah KANAN washing machine. bangkai die keras. pjg dlm 2 inci, lebar 2 cm. Nama dia george bush. sengal jugak bush ni. member dah mati nearby, tak amek iktibar langsung. nak jugak dtg kat tempat yg sama. now dah kena ketip, jgn nak salahkan sesape. dasar tikus sengal bedot!

tikus yg kelima (ratatouille)adalah tikus yg paling fresh sekali sbb badan die lembut lagi. still boleh lentur2. tak keras mcm george, olsens twin n bush. Maybe baru sgt die kena ketip. paling ironicnye, die mati kat the exact same spot as bush. this is consistent with my theory that rats are sengal, they have not sense of lessons-learning, hence end up getting themselves caught the same way over and over again. so disebabkan kesengalan ratatouille yg abadi, die dah pun selamat kena flush down the toilet bowl.

Idea peter mmg boleh pakai. btw peter bukan tikus, he is a handyman. die yg suggest calit peanut butter dekat mouse trap. so that the rats couldnt run away with the food. betul jugak, never thought of it.

i wouldnt say tat this is the most effective way of controlling the rats population, but it does its job well..so i'm quite happy.

rats, get on with your lil lives, and stay away from ours.

Monday, October 5, 2009

ALLAH KNOWS..

This is the song of the day. Fateha has to stay strong because Allah knows and He is always there for her....


When you feel all alone in this world
And there's nobody to count your tears
Just remember, no matter where you are
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you carrying a monster load
And you wonder how far you can go
With every step on that road that you take
Allah knows
Allah knows

No matter what, inside or out
There's one thing of which there's no doubt
Allah knows
Allah knows
And whatever lies in the heavens and the earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you find that special someone
Feel your whole life has barely begun
You can walk on the moon, shout it to everyone
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you gaze with love in your eyes
Catch a glimpse of paradise
And you see your child take the first breath of life
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows
Allah knows

You see we all have a path to choose
Through the valleys and hills we go
With the ups and the downs, never fret never frown
Allah knows
Allah knows

Every grain of sand,
In every desert land, He knows.
Every shade of palm,
Every closed hand, He knows.
Every sparkling tear,
On every eyelash, He knows.
Every thought I have,
And every word I share, He knows.
Allah knows

Sunday, October 4, 2009

The Story of SALOM 1

SALOM stands for 'sad and lonely old men' aged between 20-100 years old, who just cant get enough of life. that is why they are constantly sad.

SALOM usually have no aims in life, and seek happiness through episodes of 'fishing' any innocent girl who they could possibly lay eyes on.

SALOM are generally sweet, but foolish. they have little respect on women and treat them somewhat similar to rubbish.

SALOM could be extremely rich from which they could gain huge benefit;p. SALOM who are broke tend to be sweet talkers, who talk nothing but sweet stuffs. however girls dont buy them because that is so nineteen-thirty-nine!and because it is simply two-thousand-and-nine.

SALOM could easily be detected in the crowd.. keep reading to find out more..

Fateha against SALOM

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Malas/Malaise Disorder.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~
ummi help me! abah help me!

kenape aku malas?mengapa? mengapa? mengapa? mengapa?
Ya Allah, hilangkanlah kemalasan yang bertakhta di hatiku ini.
Sesungguhnya kemalasan ini membunuhku.
Ys Allah, ampunkan aku atas sikap malasku. Akan aku berusaha sedaya upaya untuk menepis sikap buruk ini.

Allahumma inna na'uzubika minal hammi walhazan,
wa a'uzubika minal 'ajzi walKASAL,
wa a'uzubika minal jubni walbukhl,
wa a'uzubika minal ghalabatiddaini wa qahrirrijal.
Amiinn..

Fateha rajin!!